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Used. Again.
December 22, 2005 at 10:45 p.m.
"Globes and Maps" - Something Corporate
I'm sick to death of shallow and shady. I'm sick of being used. I don't understand what happens to friendships and relationships and how things just change without anyone ever really noticing and if we do notice why don't we try and change it?
I want to mean more to a boy than just sex. When was the last time a boy wanted to date me and not just sleep with me? That would be Jared when we were actually together... So what... 2 years now. That is pathetic. What is so wrong with me that boys just want to use me for sexual gratification, but nothing else? Is it because I give it up so easy? Maybe if I played hard to get they would be more interested.
I didn't mean to fall for Tyler. It was an honest mistake that I just couldn't avoid. One night of casual sex and I was crushing hard. I love being around him and just driving around in his truck. He makes me smile and laugh. He makes me comfortable. But no. He's bad with relationships and I live to far away.
One day I will learn to guard my heart.
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