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November 15, 2005 at 6:12 p.m.

"KRS-One" - Sublime

I can still feel his lips on my cheek and his hand on my side. I have the lines of his back memorized from staring at it with such intensity. I am in love with every aspect of this boy, even when he hurts me and uses me. Love is blind. I'm not blind, I am well aware of everything he does to me. I am well aware of the fact that his girlfriend means more to him than I ever will, but I am also aware of the fact that he wants to fuck me and I know that I love him more than any other girl possibly could or will. He owns my heart and doesn't even know it. I miss him so badly it kills me. I have so much to say to him, but I won't even call him because it would be unlike him to answer my calls. I would give anything to be with him forever or just for a night. He is everything to me, I am nothing to him, but at the same time I am something. I am in the back of his mind. He randomly thinks about me and sends me random text messages. He cares enough and is jealous enough to call Rob just to ask about me. I mean more to him than he will let on and although I shouldn't trust him I believe that a part of him does/did love(s) me.

bite back // scratch away

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