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March 08, 2005 at 4:09 p.m.
Listening to: "Complicated" by Good Charlotte
Feeling: Disgusting
My entire body feels like it is falling apart. Every inch of mee feels disgusting and like it needs to be destroyed. I bathed and came out feeling dirt. I have no energy. Simply typing this hurts my arms. I'm not sick. I'm depressed. Yes, this is a sign of depression. It's one of those days where I barely have the motivation to get out of bed. My only motivation today was feeling so gross that I thought I would die if I didn't shower. I felt best laying naked in my bed, but I have to fight this. I can't let it completely run my life. I wanted to go apply for jobs today, but there's no way I can do that now. I do intend to get *some* homework done, though. One task accomplished is a step in the right dirrection... I need to go drink lots of water to flush everything out of my system.
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