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Nothing Makes Sense
September 03, 2004 at 6:32 p.m.
Listening to: "New Song" by Sublime
Feeling: Frustrated
After last night nothing feels right. Everything I thought I was feeling, I'm not feeling quite as strong. My emotions have been so back and forth that I feel like a tennis ball or something.
Last nites social events has me thinking that not being social is really the way to go. I hate going out just to be left out. It just makes me feel worse than sitting home by myself.
I hate liars and fakes. I hate anyone who befirends ugly cunts that call the cops on me. It only reminds me why I gave up on having friends. They only let you down in the end.
I almost want to die, but with the way things are going in other areas of my life, I am too ecstatic to die, but at the same time I am very hurt and confused.
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