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Everything is Killing Me
September 01, 2004 at 11:07 a.m.
Listening to: "Money Bought" by Nickelback
Feeling: Angry
I'm trying to keep from killing myself or someone else today. I am in such an angry mood and Marduke is really pushing my limits. My throat is sore from all the screaming I've done. He'll probably have bruises from me being so rough with him, but I don't know what else to do. I'm just glad That I'm only here for like 15 days or something and then I will only be doing this two times a week.
I wish I knew why I'm so back and forth on something that should be set in stone.
It's raining and I love it. I wish I was home in my bed watching movies because that is the best way to spend a rainy summer day. I guess the actual rainy season isn't too far away tho. Yes, in just a month or so I will be walking to my classes in the rain and wishing it was summer again.
Nap time is about two hours away and I can't wait because I have only had two and a half hours of sleep. This is the first time that I haven't slept all day while I was here. Maybe I will actually get some decent sleep tonight... Of course, this couldn't come on a day when I have to wake up early the next day... Whatever. At least I can sleep in tomorrow.
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