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My Depression
August 29, 2004 at 9:06 p.m.
Listening to: "My Sexual Life" by Everclear
Feeling: Angry
My depression has such a grip on me that it is unbelievable. I am so sick of running from my problems, but it is all I do. Whenever an emotion that isn't happiness comes up, I go to sleep, but the thing is, I'm rarely happy. I sleep all day so then I can't sleep at nite when I need to sleep.
I thought something today that not even I can believe came from my own heart and the worse of it, I meant it. Oh I meant it. I think this makes me a terrible person.
I have spent all of today eating junk food and sleeping. I am slowly killing myself because I don't have the guts to do it the right way.
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