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August 11, 2004 at 9:22 p.m.
Listening to: "Better Off Dead" by New Found Glory
Feeling: Pissed off
It really bothers me when someone I hate (okay, mainly Ciara) send me MySpace mail. I wish she would just leave me the fuck alone. I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER. How many times do I have to tell her that? She's an ugly cunt who is ruining my life...
...I'm a liar. Hating her is just the easiest way to go about this, but if I say why everything will fall apart. So, I hate Ciara. It may fuck with my emotional state, but it makes living my life a lot easier... Except for that one other little thing...
Fuck it. I'm sick of everything. I wish I could just say this all and quit being so cryptic.
I can't say a damn thing I want anywhere. I'm too scared to write it online because it can be found. I can't write it on paper because my parents might see it. I don't have any friends that I can talk to about this sort of stuff. I can't tell my doctor for fear of the truth. Maybe I should call Whitney soon. She is the one person I trust the most because she is the only one who hasn't let me down.
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