{{{Bite Me}}}

Prolonged Suicide
August 07, 2004 at 12:24 p.m.

Listening to: "Bonus Mosh pt.2" by Taking Back Sunday

Feeling: Confused

My medication is no longer working. The past couple weeks I have felt completely fucked up. Felt like I did before the put me on Zoloft. It is tearing me and Jared further apart and I can't stand that. Next week I will tell my doctor.

I wish that just for one second I could describe or even understand the way I am feeling. When I try it just becomes a jumble of words that make no sense and someone takes offense to. It feels like everything I say or do recently is the wrong thing or just not good enough.

I don't want to complain because I want to keep these feelings to myself.

I am slowly but surely killing myself. This is nothing, but prolonged suicide.

bite back // scratch away

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