{{{Bite Me}}}

Grandpa
July 24, 2004 at 8:43 p.m.

My grandpa is in the hospital and my mom tells me to stop being so optimistic. Can someone explain this to me?

I feel worthless for sitting here at his computer while he is in the hospital and the doctors don't know what's going to happen. He has an irregular heart beat, but they don't know why or what it will cause.

(My grandma is repeating the words to a movie on TV...?)

I feel like a rotten granddaughter for disliking my grandpa. We don't get a long well and sometimes I dread having to see him, but now I just want to see him again. I'm sure he will be home tomorrow pestering me about everything and I will get annoyed, but at least he will be here to do so.

bite back // scratch away

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