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Jared
May 24, 2004 at 6:04 p.m.
Listening to: "Responsibility" by MxPx
Feeling: Sad
I am in major "I Miss Jared Mode" after watching an episode of Buffy that I remember from one nite at his house. I want to call him and tell him that I love him, but I know I can't. I know he isn't mine and I have to let go. I've been considering taking down all of his pictures, but my room would feel so empty without them and I just don't know if I am really that ready to move on. Thinking of life without loving him is really scary and hard to imagine, but I know I can do it; I just don't want to do it. I keep holding on to my sliver of hope that he will want to be with me again. He's already been with Ciara long enough to make me hate her even more. I want him back so badly. Damn, I'm gonna start crying. I wish Tara was here to play The Corey Hand Slap Game with. I need something to take my mind off of this.
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