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May 20, 2004 at 1:17 p.m.
Listening to: "All I'm Losing is Me" by Saves The Day
Feeling: Yucky
I think Jared got me sick. Germs spread so fast. Who knew sitting next to someone could give you there cold? I don't think anyone else there got sick, but that's just my luck, ya know? I'm in a good mood, tho and that's nice. I like good moods because being depressed feels like crap and I wouldn't like to be sick and depressed.
I have no real plans for today or tomorrow which I think might be okay because I should get some rest. Maybe someone will call me and want to do something because that would be nice. Until then my brother is grounded from the TV so I'm taking over the living room to curl up on the couch with a blanket and movies cuz I feel like death.
Jared called me randomly today just because and I thought that was way cute of him. Yay for random phone calls! I like it when people call just to say hi because they can. Who cares if I'm the last person they really wanted to call as long as they call. Of course I'm not saying I was the last person that Jared wanted to talk to... I'm just rambling now.
Saturday I'm going to Aerosmith with my mum and Jared. Tara and Carissa are going with Nadine and Tara's mom so we will probably meet up with them which is good because it makes it easier for me to only act as Jared's friend when other people are around. He might stay the nite too, but I doubt it. We will probably just give him a ride and drop him off on our way home, but it would make me smile if he stayed the nite... Also, I know Ciara would not like that one bit and having been in that position before I think I probably know how she would be feeling and that feeling sucks so part of me thinks Jared should go home, but an even bigger part of me wants him in my bed even if its just as a friend.
Okay, I wrote way more than I wanted too. Sleepy time now.
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