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Boring Day
May 07, 2004 at 6:17 p.m.

Listening to: "You and Me" by Bowling for Soup

Feeling: Confused

One second I'm incredibly happy and the next I'm depressed. My medication really helps balance it out so I'm not as crazy, but it's still frustrating. I'm trying myhardest to be happy because I have a lot more fun when I'm happy, but there's just a lot going on that makes it hard to be truly happy.

I'm supposed to go see the play at the high school tonite, but I have no one to go with so I don't think I'll go. I really need the extra credit, but I guess I can just ask Courtney about it and she can help me write it. Haha, I suck so much! Oh well, I feel like being lazy tonite and maybe spending time with some friends,

Woo, my mum gave me money! Yay!

Tomorrow is Pennylane and Jared's. I'm gonna have such a good day. Hoorah for that! It's gonna be a good day. Maybe I will be in an actual good mood. That would be so nice.

I don't know where Jared is. I haven't talked to him all day and it makes me lonely. No one has called me all day. Damn, I'm a loser. Hopefully, Jared will come home after his poker game and keep me company.

Okay, I'm a boring loser. Sorry to all of you who took the time to read this.

bite back // scratch away

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