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Good Mood for Me
April 25, 2004 at 8:54 p.m.
Listening to: "Lucy" by Sprung Money
Feeling: Pretty good
I just wanna say a few things before I go clean my room and do my homework.
First, there is NO WAY I am wearing a bathing suit to the river tomorrow. I decided that I should put mine on to shave my legs and such to see how much of my bikini line showed and I was so disgusted with myself. It was awful. I have gained so much weight since last summer that I disgust myself. I am so glad we're not going camping this year. I could not show myself in front of my family like that.
Besides that, I am really sad that we're not going camping. Instead we're going to the beach again which will be cool, but I love camping so much. I will have to ask Jared is he wants to come with us again. He will of course have to try and get it off work, but I think we would have fun. I also have to inform Lisa and Ruby... Okay now I'm just thinking aloud... or something like that. *Confused look*
The second thing I wanted to talk about was me and Jared (of course). I wa sthinking about it today and I realized that I love being his friend. It's not that I don't love him or don't want to be with him because I really do, but I'm enjoying being his friend. We don't fight and I'm not depressed. I think this is a step in the right direction for us. I can only hope that it will lead to us getting back together, but if it doesn't then it doesn't. At least I am starting to feel happy.
This is the third day in a row that I've been in a good mood. It is absolutely amazing.
Viva La Bam is on and I kinda feel like watching it before I bore myself toi death with english homework.
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