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Not Sure What to Call This
December 16, 2003 at 6:33 p.m.

Listening to: "The Future Freaks Me Out" by Motion City Soundtrack

Feeling: fussy

I am on the verge of ripping my hair out! Living with a ten year old is one of the worst experiences I've ever had. Since my brother was two I've hated having him around. Of course I love him, but I can't stand him. His friends only make it worst. Today Keil (Kyle) punched a whole in our kitchen wall because he was mad at my brother. Sure, everyone in this house has punched the wall a few times and made a few holes and dents, but he doesn't even live here. You can't just punch someone else’s wall. It's completely inconsiderate and I was really upset, but no one else really seemed to care. My mom just looked at it and asked him why he did it. They have spent all afternoon being loud and obnoxious and I'm just glad that they are finally sitting down to eat dinner so they can't be as obnoxious.

Last I had friends and it was wonderful. Lisa and Ruby are home for Christmas so they came over and we exchanged presents, they got me a Hello Kitty dream pillow that I adore. After we sat around for a while we went to Shari's for dinner and then Courtney and Erin's so I could give Courtney her Christmas present. It was nice seeing both of them again since I haven't even talked to Erin since she left for school. We only stayed a little while because her mom said we needed to leave so they could get stuff done. I didn't want to leave, but I will hopefully see them again soon.

Before Lisa and Ruby came over Evan called me and I called him back today. We talked for about an hour, maybe more about what's going on his life. Whenever I look at his picture I miss him. He was one of the best friends I've ever had, I miss seeing him every day. He used to hug me and tell me he loved me. Hopefully we'll hangout when I get my license. He has a crush on Stephanie Johnson who is a doll. She's in tech theater and Karlyn loves her (I don't know why I wrote that). I was glad to hear that Stephanie likes me because I thought she hated me. Her favorite band is also No Doubt so she rocks my socks.

Tonite my mom and I our going to the store for Christmas lights and I’m not sure why. Our tree is already decorated, but my brother wants more lights for some reason. All I know is I'm getting chicken strips out of the deal and I like chicken strips.

Ahh! I missed to No Doubt video diary on VH1 again! Okay, it's on again on the *looks at paper* 22nd! Grr, I'm gonna be taking my drive test. Maybe I can get Jared to tape it for me.

Well, time for me to go and get some food.

bite back // scratch away

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