{{{Bite Me}}}

Loser-ish
Monday, Nov. 24, 2003 at 12:44 p.m.

Listening to: "Tonite, This Three Hour Drive" by Further Seems Forever

Feeling: okay

I absolutely adore waking up when I want to wake up! Alarm clocks are so obnoxious. Crawling out of bed for no reason other than to please my mum is lame. Today I slept 'till noon and when I got up I wasn't tired anymore, I love that feeling! When I get up at nine yet have nothing to do but watch TV I hate life. I sit around and watch Charmed and ER then hate myself for wasting three hours of my day rotting my brain when I could have been asleep. Altho I slept in today I think I was more productive in those three hours than I would have been if I had been awake.

I had some really cool dreams last nite, but the one I remember the best is me getting married to Jenny and it was Katie's dream wedding. Everyone had really weird dresses on, but it was cool. Cherish was even there so I met her in my dream. Then I met this way cute boy who was friends with Deedra and he was hitting on me. A part of me wishes he was real cuz he was way sweet and cute. The worst parts of my dream were driving and religion. In the dream I almost got in a ton of accidents and my dad was making me drive his truck so that was really scary. The other weird/scary part was when my dad and brother decided to become Jewish, only this was crazy Jewish and I freaked out. I ran outside and pulled them away from our neighbors who were converting them. I have no idea what kinda off messed up religion this was, but they called it Judaism... I think they lied.

Yesterday I found out that my neighbors aren't moving Dan is just building a house for someone else. I felt better about that. When I knew they were moving I think I got kinda jealous that they were getting out of here and I wasn't, but now that I know we still all suck I'm okay.

I am still toilet-less. My mum attempted to fix it last nite, but it keeps leaking so that's lame. I still have to use my parents bathroom and I really hate showering in there!! There's not much of a choice tho unless I don't want to shower.

My E-mail hates me today for some reason! It keeps freezing up on me and won't let me see my E-mails and I have twenty-one new ones just from last nite. I'm sure they are all junk mail, but I would like to delete them so they don't keep adding up. I think I need to delete some MP3S to free up space on my computer. Woo computer clean out day, can't wait...

Anywhos, I think that is all I have to ramble about for now. Jared is in Mexico today and I'm still just bored and loser-ish. I will talk to you all later!

bite back // scratch away

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:I READ:
envyyou
jenifer-007
boysxkickxme
jarardlikesu
ending-here
DearJared
weneedariot
x-star-
blackout-
dana-elayne
emokid-112
xshebreaks
andwebreathe
kaydizzle
gloryxxfades
britneypink
eatxmexalive
yourmove-
darceek
onlydespair
girls-suck
greed-
amber163
fragiledeath
lovemeonce
xbeeyatchx
addisen
ifiwere
forever-emo-