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Saturday, Nov. 15, 2003 at 11:13 p.m.
Listening to: "Tears" by Rufio
Feeling: confused
I still have some tampering to do with this template but envyyou has made me a beautiful new Dashboard template for my own use so I'm putting mine back on auction for anyone who wants the code. I'm so excited, I love it... Mmmm Dashboard Confessional....
Tonite Jared and I went and saw Macbeth which was (for lack of a better description) a high school play. Some of the actors were good, but a portion of them were... ehhh... nothing I would have expected to see in an OCHS play. When they dropped lines they dropped character which Karlyn would have NEVER and I mean never stood for. Also, the ushers were very unprofessional which really bothered me. Their set wasn't all that great, but I can deal with that. Thankfully I was pleased with Drew's performance. He's a wonderful actor. I wish I could have stayed to talk to him, but I had to get Jared home because I told Denise he'd be home by eleven. I want to go back next week if I'm driving then.
As for my "situation" with my friends I'm still at a loss. I'm hurt and I can't seem to overcome that. There's no doubt that next year I will look back and wonder why I made such a fuss, but for now it feels important and I don't give up when an issue is important to me.
Jared informed me that Katie and AMFA's keyboardist were getting cute which is good, but from previous experiences I can't expect anything to come from it. She's liked lots of guys and made out with more than I can count, but it's hard for her to fall in love. If it means anything at all tho I do wish that it works out for her. I'd like to see her happy with someone other than Ben.
Right now I don't feel like I can talk to either her or Tara without starting an argument so I'm trying to just deal with it alone first. I don't like confrontation and I don't like fights. These two girls are my best friends, but for now I need to pull a Ben. If Katie can forgive him after a month I'm sure she can give me a few weeks to cool down so I don't say things I regret like I know I already have.
There is less than a week until my test and I don't know how I'm going to do. Everyone but Jared says I'll get it. Luckily Jared is keeping me grounded. If I get to comfortable with the idea of getting my license I will be overly disappointed if/when I fail. Altho, I know that I would love to have my license I don't think I am a responsible enough driver to have a license, but I guess the DMV is really in charge of making that decision.
Kacie called me this morning to inform me that she is living a life of sin. She has now dropped out of BYU and moved to New Mexico to live with her online boyfriend whom she just met. I was in quite the state of shock when she told me. How someone so devoted to their religion can make such a change just boggles my mind, but I have to realize that Kacie is like that. I just hope she knows what she is getting herself into.
For now I have to potty and check up on my other accounts.
PS – Ben is the “screamer” for AMFA… He doesn’t even play anything! How weird is that?
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