{{{Bite Me}}}

Mmmm Tim Curry and Oatmeal
Sunday, Nov. 16, 2003 at 3:53 p.m.

Listening to: "Mascara" by Killing Heidi

Feeling: there

I slept all day; it's becoming a bad habit. At nite I crave to sleep to escape my racing mind, but instead I'm forced to watch Lifetime movies and Cosby Show re-runs. It's becoming obvious that I'll do whatever it takes to clutter my mind and now I'm even sinking to watching TV. Maybe I should bite my tongue and give up.

Is losing Katie really worth this? I miss her, but I'm to full of "pride" to apologize. Well, that’s not true, I did apologize; I apologized 'til I was blue in the face and it got me no where. Apologies are so meaningless. We say it so often that it becomes just another word. "I'm sorry lost its meaning long ago."

Is it weird to quote my own poetry?

Today is another day in the world of having a cold. As soon as I am done here I intend to make some oatmeal and sit down with my Jones Soda to watch Clue. Yes, I rented it again and you can all make fun of me as much as you like, but it is such a great movie and Tim Curry is amazing.

Speaking of which I made a quiz last nite on bzoink that I thought was kinda fun so you can take it if you're bored too.

I put Katie back on my buddy list ("You're so off my buddy list" haha I'm a nerd) because the day we got the fight her away message was directed at me and I couldn't stand it, but I think I'm feeling better about it and by the end of the week I think I will be ready to face her and apologize and get over all of this. I just hope that she can forgive me for my sudden burst of immaturity, but we're all allowed some mistakes aren't we? Just like she is allowed hers. I still don't want to spend time with her and Ben, but I'm dealing with it more. My opinion on the situation hasn't changed a bit... I'm just dealing with it better, but this will always be my diary and that gives me the right to write whatever I want.

Clue and oatmeal are calling to my subconscious so I must go.

bite back // scratch away

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