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Reality TV is Lame
2003-10-23 at 6:12 p.m.
Listening to: "Blue and Yellow" by The Used
Feeling: sick
I've felt sick all day so I've done nothing, but lay in bed. T.V. is way lame and I've done nothing, but pollute my mind with reality T.V. and good clean family entertainment. I keep saying I should watch a movie, but nothing ever sounds good. I'm not even in the mood to watch Rocky Horror, but I dunno I kinda feel like watching The Craft. I just don't know how much more ABC Family I can take.
For the first time in a long time I really feel like I miss Jared. He's been hanging out with Paul a lot lately which I think is good for him. The reason he's always feeling lonely without me is because he doesn't have anyone to keep him busy, but Paul seems to be filling that void. Also, today when I called and Paul was there I didn't become upset and jealous that Jared couldn't talk to me, which totally uncharacteristical (is that a word?) of me. Since I'm feeling so lame I wanted him to come over, but spending this weekend apart I think will be really good for us.
Keo didn't come over again because I didn't want him to drive two hours to watch me lay in bed. We decided that next Tuesday would work better so hopefully I can think of some stuff for us to do before then. I really want to see him, but I'm incredibly nervous about it.
I've been thinking about this weekend and I don't know how I'm going to fit everything in! Ruby and Lisa are coming to visit and Ruby and I are going for hot chocolate. I really need some hot chocolate and conversation. Then Saturday or Sunday I'm going to drive out to Troutdale and probably have lunch with my mum and Jared. I also have to buy mine and Ruby's Alkaline Trio tickets and dye my hair. The Syx concert is also Saturday nite and I kinda wanna go to see Ben if he's there and because last time Dave asked about me.
My Madre just got home and she brought her lap top so tonite I can be online and in bed which is wonderful while feeling like crap. My tummy hurts a lot and I'm really hungry.
Oh, I also have to go with Katie to rent movies for the Halloween party before they are all out.
Unfortunately, I'm out of stuff to talk about and I'm procrastinating watching more TV. Oh, well, I think I'm gonna go have some rice for dinner. Talk to you all when I'm feeling better.
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