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Smoking My Inspiration
2003-10-21 at 10:41 a.m.
Listening to: "Fatally Yours" by Alkaline Trio
Feeling: Meh
I'm so sick of being a loser. When I was in school I was asleep by twelve and up at seven. Now I'm up 'til three and sleep 'til eleven. I feel like a loser! Last nite Becca and I sat down and listed everyone we knew from high school that wasn't going to school and I was the only one who wasn't doing a thing! I'm jobless because I won't stand for a minimum wage job and I'm too lazy and scared to enroll myself in school.
After all of these issues I've been thinking about, I decided I need to go back to school. I really miss school, and by that I don't only mean my friends. I actually miss homework. I have a goal and I really want to work towards it. There's nothing in this world I would rather be than an english teacher... Okay, well, besides being a rock star... This is what I want and for once I need to put my fear aside and go for it. If I set my mind to it I can accomplish anything I want and I know that I can get into Western and make it! I will do what I want with my life and no one can stop me.
Alright, cue laziness. Yes, I always right these empowering entries and then I get lazy and lose my motivation. It's quite depressing, but it's how it always works. I'm hoping this will be different because I've had this feeling for a couple days.
Anywhos, I should really shower and not be so damn lazy... Well, I should at least attempt not to stink.
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