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Realtionship Limbo
2003-09-30 at 7:35 p.m.

Listening to: "One Eight Seven" by Senses Fail

Feeling: angry

Grrrr! I'm so sick of being in a relationship and all the drama that goes with it. Don't get me wrong, I love Jared with all of my heart, but I really can't stand our relationship. We can't stand each other and it shows. It's obvious that we shouldn't be together, but we can't stand to be apart. I feel like the only reason we're still together is because we're so comfortable with each other and we couldn't stand to start all over again. Also, we've never been friend. From the day we met we were a couple so the friendship thing is all a blur. It'd be impossible to not hug and kiss; we've tried it before. I just don't know how much more I can take of the fighting and frustration towards each other. I wish I could say all of this to him, but it was just cause a fight. It's like we can't criticize each other because we both get way too he offended. He always says that I do, but I don't think he realizes he's the same way. I just feel like I can't talk to him and I hate it... *sigh*

bite back // scratch away

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