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All By Myself
2003-09-30 at 5:49 p.m.
Listening to: "The Art of Losing" by American Hi-Fi
Feeling: fussy
I'm not quite sure why I'm in such a crappy mood, but I am. Today went just fine. Katie and I watched a Quentin Terentino (sp?) movie and I bought a caramel milkshake which rocked my world. Katie and I hung out and had to go down to the court house for her aunt. Everything was fine, I was dandy. Then I walked in my house and this wave of hate and sadness just took over me, talk about lame.
I wish I could understand this range emotions that goes through my body. Of course this is nothing compared to five months ago. More than anything I feel bad for Jared. Through all my anger and tears he has to sit and deal with all the baggage I unload on him. I suck so much. Eck, I hate life. I want out of my house.
Why is it that I feel like Katie's my only friend? Gawd, do I feel alone.
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