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Before I leave... 1 last summer tought
2003-03-19 at 9:41 a.m.
Listening to: "Lipgloss and Letdown" by A Static Lullaby
Feeling: excited, hungry, tired
Well, I haven't written in forever cuz I've basically had nothing to say except for complaining and whatnot. Every day has been awful, but I guess not that awful... Does that make sense? I never make sense. Yeah, but a bunch of no fun-ness has been going on and I just haven't gotten around to writing.
I still miss Jared muches, but I get to see him in a few days times 2. We've talked on the phone as much as possible but it's not the same. Saturday and Sunday we'll get to talk more which makes me happy. Damn cell phone plans that make it so I can't talk to Jared... I hope my phone doesn't roam in California.
Speaking of California, I'm leaving in about 3 hours. I'm excited to get away from school and all that, but I know I'm gonna be home sick after tonite and I know how much I'll miss my friends. I'm gonna miss David cuz I miss him as is. He's such a fun kid to talk to and be around him, I love him to the stars. I told him to call me so hopefully he will and I'll send him e-mails from my phone. I'm also gonna miss Tyler, but I dunno why. I know if he calls he'll never call my cell phone cuz he all against calling cell phones or something, I dunno... I just know I'll miss him.
Since I'll be in California I'm going to miss a lot. Jets have state tonite and I'd like to go watch, but I can't. Benji's band is playing with Spare Lead and altho we're not good friends I really don't hate him so I'd like to there for him just so he knows he's got some fans in the audience and its Spare Lead's first show since the one in September so I kinda miss seeing them. I think I already mentioned this, but I'm missing Nevaeh's 1st birthday which I'd like to go to. Also, I'm missing Allister which makes me the maddest because I love them ohso much! What bad planning.
As for the rest of my spring break when I get back it's gonna be good times. Lisa's having another 5 day party only this one's 4 days. It'll be fun but she mentioned inviting Jesse and I know that would upset Jared, but I'll go anywhos cuz the last one was so much fun (minus the drama). I'm also 'spossed to try and get together with David so that makes me happy. We're gonna try and have a movie day...
Oh how I miss movie days at Jared's... I wish I knew what happened. We used to have so much fun together and Katie, Tara and I were such good friends and always hung out... I miss them... I miss trips to Troutdale and not even because I see Jared less, but because it was fun. I miss singing TSL and NFG and just being stupid together, driving over bridges too small for the car, all of it. It was nice to see Jared all the time, but he's not my only friend out there. I love hanging out with Shawn, Paul, Nick, and Colleen... And I used to love hanging out with Benji but he's not exactly the same person anymore... I just wish I could relive last summer, every bit of it. I miss having friends and a good time. Well, now that I've gone and depressed myself... *sigh*
Well I must be going, but I will try and update while I'm in California.
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