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lazy sunday
2003-03-09 at 5:22 p.m.
Listening to: "Deja Vu" by Off By One
Feeling: frustrated, angry, annoyed, bored, tired
Rar rar rar! Today has being ohso boring. All I've done is laid around and attempted to do homework, it didn't work very well. It's 5 and I'm still in my PJ's. Jared is at his dad's and I miss his voice. We've spent so much time together this weekend that I don't know what do without him. I'm such a loser, I know.
We're leaving for Cali in a little over a week. I'm so excited to go see Brian and Al... Having a baby around will be way weird tho. That's okay tho cuz it'll prolly be the only time I'll see 'em this year since camping prolly won't happen which is way lame, but oh well.
Today... or maybe it was yesterday I was thinking about graduation and how close it is. I don't wanna grow up I just wanna be a kid forever... I don't want a job and family and whatnot, that's just not how life is 'spossed to be. I dunno if Cara and I are still moving out and whatnot. Since she dropped out we haven't talked much about it, or in general... I miss the kid.
Ffej called and wanted to hangout last nite, but I had to decline because I was ohso tired, I felt awful. I’ll prolly go out there next weekend to see him and Drew altho I think Drew likes me and that's just something I don't need right now. With David liking me also it's just too much... There's nothing special to me, I'm just a loser emo kid who get over jealous and has violent mood swings... I guess boys just like weird things...
As for school work I'm going ohso crazy there too. My english class is just throwing more and more at me all at once and I can't handle it. Then for tech. I have to make my Peter Pan set design which is going to be frustrating and I'm PMS-ing so it just won't be a good mix. I'm gonna be so frustrated and I know Jared and I will fight a lot because of it, but I guess it's just gonna have to happen... I'd just rather not fight with him right before he leaves for California. Tech. homework is so lame! I love working, but the assignments are blah.
Which reminds me... Oh Anjuli... She took tech. just for the credit and it's so frustrating because she just doesn't get it. She doesn't feel the same about theater as the rest of us do and she dreads every moment she's in there. I just wanna kick her and tell her to leave. Not only that but all her talk of different boys and whatnot... I guess she just doesn’t get that I don't care... Oh well... People in general are lame...
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